THIS ISN’T EASY
Every day seems ripe
But it’s all turned to wine by night
And I feel curiously reconciled
With the knots you tie around my spine
Falling through your hoops
It’s not like I can’t see the truth
But I gravitate towards the gun
With every text you fire through my lungs
This isn’t easy for me
Nor should it be
I was wrong all along about you
But I’m too far gone to change my view
All it took was a mild transgression
And a question
My space or yours
This isn’t easy for me
This isn’t easy for me
Bruises start to show
It’d make sense to let it go
But I drink-dial you every night
You play me without dice
This isn’t easy for me
Nor should it be